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… and i can’t stop this overwhelming feeling of alone-ness. even after coming from a fun night of catching up with 8 of my high school classmates could not shake this awful feeling off. perhaps that half-shot of bacardi 151 did not help like it was supposed to. i think the saddest feeling in the world is being surrounded by friends and yet feeling completely alone. i am sincerely wishing that this is just the alLcohol speaking.

i have been sadly remiss in writing this year. 10 posts for the year so far. how pathetic is that? *sigh* i haven’t been taking as many pictures as well which is pretty sad since i’ve traveled more this year than any other year. *sigh* i am super mega uninspired right now. i’m in this weird funk and i don’t know how to snap out of it.

thank heavens for micro-blogging though. i became active again on twitter early june and i’ve been pretty faithful in keeping my followers posted on the mundane stuff in my life. 

there are around 5 drafts in my queue waiting to be finished but instead i find myself playing bejeweled blitz or zuma blitz on facebook. i’m writing this post now because i’m waiting for my lives to be restored so i can play zuma blitz again. haha!

grabe… inspiration, where art thou? i seriously need my mojo back!

i’m currently obsessed with…

... victoria's secret lingerie (i really want to buy some and have them shipped here)
... tumblr-ing
... hula-hooping
... learning my old piano pieces again
... expensive stuff i can't afford
... still being kissed ala north & south

That’s the closest to my idea of love: watching the skyline, making out, making mistakes, making believe desire means it’s with somebody else, then breaking up, and, if we’re lucky, forgiveness that comes right before take-off. There, I’ve said it. What more can one want? A lover who loves me as much as the rain. Rain, and, from the opening credits to the closing heart, Gershwin.
~ The Muse This Time by R Zamora Linmark

i love;
...ultimate frisbee;
...the melancholic sound of the cello;
...playing the piano;
...Frederic Chopin, John Williams and Michael Legrand;
...the rain;
...walking in the rain;
...hanging out with my friends;
...being a girly-girl;
...wearing dresses; naturally wavy hair;
...the sound of waves crashing in the shore; and pasta;
...raisin bread;
...Cyrano de Bergarac;;
...Artic Vodka Melon;
...Jose Cuervo Tequila; lomo cameras;
...taking pictures;
...chick flicks that make you believe that finding your one true love is not so impossible; and
...heartwrenchingly beautiful songs that say otherwise

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