… and i can’t stop this overwhelming feeling of alone-ness. even after coming from a fun night of catching up with 8 of my high school classmates could not shake this awful feeling off. perhaps that half-shot of bacardi 151 did not help like it was supposed to. i think the saddest feeling in the world is being surrounded by friends and yet feeling completely alone. i am sincerely wishing that this is just the alLcohol speaking.
i’m currently obsessed with…
... victoria's secret lingerie (i really want to buy some and have them shipped here)
... tumblr-ing
... hula-hooping
... learning my old piano pieces again
... expensive stuff i can't afford
... still being kissed ala north & south
That’s the closest to my idea of love: watching the skyline, making out, making mistakes, making believe desire means it’s with somebody else, then breaking up, and, if we’re lucky, forgiveness that comes right before take-off. There, I’ve said it. What more can one want? A lover who loves me as much as the rain. Rain, and, from the opening credits to the closing heart, Gershwin.
~ The Muse This Time by R Zamora Linmark
i love
...broadway;
...poetry;
...ultimate frisbee;
...dancing;
...singing;
...the melancholic sound of the cello;
...playing the piano;
...Frederic Chopin, John Williams and Michael Legrand;
...the rain;
...walking in the rain;
...laughing;
...hanging out with my friends;
...being a girly-girl;
...wearing dresses;
...my naturally wavy hair;
...the sound of waves crashing in the shore;
...pizza and pasta;
...burgers;
...raisin bread;
...blogging;
...reading;
...Cyrano de Bergarac;
...shopping;
...Artic Vodka Melon;
...Jose Cuervo Tequila;
...my lomo cameras;
...taking pictures;
...puzzles;
...sudoku;
...chick flicks that make you believe that finding your one true love is not so impossible; and
...heartwrenchingly beautiful songs that say otherwise
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January 3, 2011 at 10:17 am
jc
keep on posting! 🙂 haha!
there are some people who care 😛
January 7, 2011 at 3:19 pm
Marjorie Cocjin
“I still feel alone even surrounded by friends, how can the silence be so loud…” -Ave Maria by Beyonce
I remembered the song bigla. Hey Tish we’ll be here to make you smile. 🙂
January 17, 2011 at 1:32 am
melai
aww i also feel the same sometimes! let’s hug one another when we feel this way. *hugs*!