… and i can’t stop this overwhelming feeling of alone-ness. even after coming from a fun night of catching up with 8 of my high school classmates could not shake this awful feeling off. perhaps that half-shot of bacardi 151 did not help like it was supposed to. i think the saddest feeling in the world is being surrounded by friends and yet feeling completely alone. i am sincerely wishing that this is just the alLcohol speaking.