you keep asking me if i’m okay and i keep shrugging my shoulders in reply. I’M NOT OKAY. 3 weeks ago, i wrote you a letter telling you how deeply i felt for you and i got nothing in reply. until now, i still don’t know if i want you to tell me how you feel or not. your actions show me you really don’t care. but is it so wrong for me to search for some semblance of feeling from you? i promised myself i will not do this to myself again this new year and yet here i am again… still hoping that you’d turn around and see me for my worth. i don’t get you, you and your be happy‘s, are you okay?‘s and take care‘s. what the hell do you want from me? can’t you just let me go? or is it me that won’t let go? pucha. pagod na ako.