Pain, you just have to ride it out, hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers, you just breath deep and wait for it to subside. Most of the time pain can be managed but sometimes the pain gets you where you least expect it. Hits way below the belt and doesn’t let up. Pain, you just have to fight through, because the truth is you can’t outrun it and life always makes more.
~ Dr. Meredith Grey, Grey’s Anatomy
last saturday night, i experienced unbearable pain again. the type that made me go to the washroom to cry for a few minutes before returning to my current company and acting as if everything was okay. i thought i had cried out all my tears for him already. pero hindi pa pala ako tapos. may pa-cry cry pa ako sa cr ng isang bar. grabeh, kelan kaya ako magiging normal ulit? breaking down into tears at random moments is so typical of me pero exag na ito! haay… 😥
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November 28, 2007 at 11:07 pm
jaybee
I’m sorry to have to read this, Tish. What happened? You’re right, we haven’t talked in a while 😦
Been seeing HS friends while my barkada is here on vacation. Tom nga I won’t be able to go to training ulit,have another it’s-a-crime-to-miss-it dinner to attend. Baka naman what little I can do sa Ultimate e tuluyan na mawala, hehe 😛
Reading this entry and your previous ones, brings to mind this:
“Sometimes we take chances, sometimes we take pills.”
Let’s catch up soon! (And what’s this I hear about a haircut?)
November 29, 2007 at 12:54 pm
tish
kwentuhan kita when magkita tayo, which will be when kaya? hehehe. super busy with work and dancing, which is another story rin. wala na rin nga ako time for ultimate eh. super kakalungkot. pero the weather is cooperating with us kasi lagi nalang umuulan so cancelled rin yung training.
oks lang yan jaybee, ayusin natin throws mo next year. amenado na ako wala talagang time for ultimate this year eh.
well, i took the chance now give me the pills!!!!! 😀
uhm, i didn’t get the haircut. si claire nagpagupit. i’m not planning to get one either. i really miss my long wavy hair. perfect timing yan, paghaba ng hair ko may abs na rin ako c/o hydroxycut and doie. :))
let’s catch up soon! :*
November 29, 2007 at 3:19 pm
ymesako
naku makakarelate talaga ako with pain. I had just broken with my bf. To think we broke up on our 4th monthsary and a week before my birthday. How crappy is that!
Well at least he gave me a super sampler and I can’t wait to try it out!
November 30, 2007 at 10:50 pm
clare
i seem to be leaving this kind of comment a lot lately:
i can relate!!!
December 1, 2007 at 9:27 am
tish
@mel, shet! you guys broke up na? that’s so sad. sorry, i haven’t been online much. sobrang busy with work and practices for presentations sa christmas parties. don’t worry, coffee tayo ulit sa davao pag-uwi ko. 🙂
@clare, hahaha. i think most girls can relate with pain lalo na when you’re trying to mend a broken heart. in time, i’ll be okay and so will you. 😀