Pain, you just have to ride it out, hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers, you just breath deep and wait for it to subside. Most of the time pain can be managed but sometimes the pain gets you where you least expect it. Hits way below the belt and doesn’t let up. Pain, you just have to fight through, because the truth is you can’t outrun it and life always makes more.
~ Dr. Meredith Grey, Grey’s Anatomy

last saturday night, i experienced unbearable pain again. the type that made me go to the washroom to cry for a few minutes before returning to my current company and acting as if everything was okay. i thought i had cried out all my tears for him already. pero hindi pa pala ako tapos. may pa-cry cry pa ako sa cr ng isang bar. grabeh, kelan kaya ako magiging normal ulit? breaking down into tears at random moments is so typical of me pero exag na ito! haay… 😥