[12:03] tikayiyay: paminsan naiisip ko numb na ako to this pain, especially with him. kasi aware naman ako sa pinasok ko ulit eh.
[12:03] tikayiyay: pero i really can’t get how insensitive he is.
[12:04] tikayiyay: dapat, a***n and i found solace in each other’s arms nalang.
[12:04] jenniraikkonen: malandi
[12:04] jenniraikkonen: he is mine
[12:04] tikayiyay: :))
[12:04] jenniraikkonen: until melai comes back from turkey
[12:04] jenniraikkonen: and then i’ll just steal him from her
[12:04] tikayiyay: hahaha.
[12:04] tikayiyay: 😛
[12:04] jenniraikkonen: tish, we can never be numb from … well, pain
[12:05] jenniraikkonen: we think we have moved on
[12:05] jenniraikkonen: then may oras na wala, andun lang talaga sha
[12:05] jenniraikkonen: to bug us
[12:05] jenniraikkonen: so we cant sleep
[12:05] jenniraikkonen: or we cant work
[12:05] tikayiyay: or we can’t eat?
[12:05] tikayiyay: :))
[12:05] jenniraikkonen: or we cant… well we can’t not eat
[12:05] tikayiyay: hahaha.
[12:05] jenniraikkonen: pero alam mo un
[12:05] jenniraikkonen: akala mo tapos na
[12:06] jenniraikkonen: tapos may biglang magiging moment na… we are just just too strong or too proud to cry pero biglang nagkakaroon ng cry-worthy moments
[12:07] tikayiyay: i keep on thinking. should i start crying my eyes out over it now? pero hindi naman ako napapaiyak.
[12:08] tikayiyay: ewan ko ba kung napapaiyak pa ba ako or not.
[12:08] tikayiyay: parang i just have to keep telling myself na i’m strong and i can get through this.
[12:08] tikayiyay: that he is a stupid guy not worth wasting this much time thinking over. and especially not worth crying over anymore.
[12:08] jenniraikkonen: the tears will come
[12:08] jenniraikkonen: just not now